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Thursday, April 19, 2012

Eating & Eating Disorders

ARGH I hate this new blogger! I'm so confused!

Anyway, here is a link I found this morning to a brief interesting article;

My date yesterday ended up being so awesome!
I was convinced that we were going ice-skating, but I was completely wrong!
We went to the gold class cinema to see Titanic 3D!!! and just when I thought it couldn't get any better, as the previews were coming on, HIGH TEA was bought out!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE high tea!
I didn't even know you could do it there, but turns out even at the upper class cinemas you can do high tea. It blew my mind! And of course the movie was epic.
I don't drink coffee or tea so my sister had organised a hot chocolate instead! Ah she knows me so well.
It was THE best hot chocolate I have ever tasted. Made with milk chocolate. Yum yum yum yum yummmmmm.
It tasted so good, only bad thing, the millions of calories, so of course I didn't eat dinner when I got home and I also popped my pills. Yes, the laxatives. Who knows if it actually works, but it makes me feel better knowing that all the crap that I ate will get out of my system faster.
I have this warped sense that it means I won't put on as much weight because the food doesnt have time to digest properly. This holidays I think (if I remember), I'll do more research into it. I'm sure one of my textbooks will tell me.

That brings me to some of the news I promised to tell you a while back.
 Stay tuned, I'll tell all in my next post.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Date Day

Today I'm going on a date with my little sister (not so little I guess, 18 going on 19 years old)
I took her to the hunger games at the 'Gold Class' Cinemas, which is like a private cinema with recliner chairs instead and you get waited on, its great.
So she's taking me somewhere today, I have no idea what it will actually be, but by what I have to bring, I'm thinking it may be ice-skating?
We are going to breakfast at a cafe by the ocean, it's beautiful there but starting to get cold because we're going into autumn/ winter.  14 degrees Celsius yesterday morning when I went to uni and today its 12.
Then tonight I said we should go to see the Titanic in 3D at the movies so we are.

I've made a crucial decision to 'maintain' my weight for a while.
At least until I can properly concentrate on loosing it.
We are officially having a huge family christmas this year, with everyone I grew up with (before we all moved away to different states), and I will be 55kg's or less by then. It's not a maybe, because it will happen.

Currently 60.3kg's/133 lbs
When I look in the mirror I see fat and flab, just lacking the will power to do anything. I haven't done any exercise in so long, and because of the cold my motivation to exercise is becoming buried by my feather blanket!