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Thursday, March 29, 2012

Appalling attendance

Sorry for the appalling attendance, but don't worry I'll over load you with multiple posts now that I'm back.

There will be some interesting ones to follow!

I've learnt so much in the last few weeks, some stuff definitely shocking, all of which I will share.

As for my weight, well.. it was 60.5 kg's one week, then 60.8kg's this week. :(  If I remember correctly, this was about the same weight I plataued at last time, except this time I keep going up instead of staying still!

How will I fix this? Exercise! Yes, i haven't exercised since before my operation. Well I'm healed enough to do something now, so even if it's only once a weak (to begin with), at least it will be something.

Current feelings: fat, flabby, bloated and extremely heavy.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Monday Weigh-In (13th March 2012)

Yes, I am fully aware that it is tuesday.

Today is my mum's birthday :)
I was cooking all night yesterday with loads of desserts for her.

Well all 'issues' in the previous post have been resolved. Ha.


Today was such a great day, then it completely collapsed into a massive cave- to say it went down hill would be an understatement. My mum told my sister she doesn't love my dad. Way to tell a mentally unstable girl that her parents are only together to 'keep the family together'.
Everything on TV makes me feel sick, its either about sappy love- which my parents lack, or divorce. FUCK IT.

I binged on friday with my friend (sugar overload, honestly I felt so damn sick the next morning, it was like a sugar hangover).

But, monday's weight was 60.3kg's (132.9).
Goal weight 3; 60.67kg's (133.8); Completed

Monday, March 5, 2012

Monday Weigh-In (4th March 2012)

Well the surgery went well... then there was a complication.
I had 2 wisdom teeth and 4 pre-molars removed- as planned.
The wisdom teeth required stitches. The pre-molars didn't.
Complication; one of the premolars would not stop bleeding, and I don't just mean a bit of ooze, I mean pouring out blood. Is this common? NO. Of course not. I always have to have something go wrong!
They sent me straight from the hospital to my orthodontist (who did the surgery) and he has to put; get this; 8 NEEDLES!!! 8!! of adrenaline into the gum- oh yes, I could feel it (not bad enough to care), I was just concentrating on not throwing up. That wasn't all. 2 stitches as well!! I have to get them removed on friday, and the ones from the wisdom area.

I've only just started eating the last 2 days. Before that I couldn't be bothered.
I'm on pain killers which 'slow you down' intestinally- if you get what I mean, so I've been eating prunes to help but knowing the amount of calories that are in it is killing me. oh, and the prunes aren't helping!
So basically my period is late and I'm constipated. GREAT! NOT. ew.

On to business; WEIGHT; 61kg's (134.5) not bad.

Goal weight 2; 61.4kg's (135.5) COMPLETE

p.s. OMG the Taylor Swift concert was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, and I got 2/3 of my hair cut off. I feel like it's a new start.