Today was a good day. I met up with my friend who knows about this. She understands what it's like and knows how easy it is to give in and be absorbed by this whole thing.I worry that I might trigger her though, but I can finally say how I really feel.
We talk about that guy a lot. She gets why I can't picture him being with me due to this weight.
I just wish he knew.
Great news though; My stomach muscles are knitting back together! and it's getting easier to do my sit ups so I've bumped it up to 25, but last night I did at least 40. By next week it will be 30.
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