Tomorrow is my birthday, I dread turning 20. I feel like I am getting old and now I have to think of all these things and have heaps more responsibility and everything costs so much more. I really hate it. I just want to break down and cry, so for the last few days, thats what I've been doing. Any time I was alone, I just cried. Tomorrow means icecream cake, roast chicken and roast veggies and who knows what else. I don't want to celebrate.
Todays weight; 57.1kg's. (125.9). Big shock that was!
In about February I bought this dress for a friends birthday party, I mentioned it in a post back then. Anyway.. I decided to try it on tonight.. IT FIT!!!! I couldn't even get the zip up last time! Oh it was great, so I am wearing it out on Saturday to this fancy church function. Then on sunday I am wearing this new skirt, its totally not me; clings to the thighs and is short, but I have to admit, I LOVE the way it looks!
Little miss thin; You will loose to! You work so much harder than I do, don't worry, you will get there.
Scarlett; It helps when my parents want to exercise, but no we have an exchange student living with us, and my mum went and bought all this junk food. I was SO angry, I seriously broke down crying I was that mad. She just doesn't get how hard it is for me with this stuff in the house.